Why, it's practically Christmas!
Now don't pfft pfft me...you'll hear that from me 5 more times until you KNOW it's Christmas!
My little girl, Kayla is all grown up! She's going to OJT in Shell starting today. We went to buy office clothes for her last weekend and it was so much fun! Soon, she will be going to the office for real! Wow! Imagine that? No more tuition! No more allowance!
One of my little dreams came true last month. A dream I thought will never ever happen... my darling, Thor, and I spent a night together in a far away place. I slept in his arms dreaming my little dreams and we woke up to the morning sun. Bliss.
One of my big nightmares came true last month. I had to re-home one of my babbies, Igor. He needed to be in a better home where he will have more freedom. I miss him a lot. He who kept my legs warm whenever I am in bed. He who always needed to have contact with my body. He who let me lay my head down on his back as he napped. My Igor. I weep whenever I look at his spot, the pillow tower. I weep when I eat and his face is not by my plate begging for a bite. I weep for him as I do not weep for the people who have left my life and so my friend observed. Why not? Igor loves me unconditionally. And I had to let him go... never to care for him until the day he dies. I will love him until the day I die.
My other babbies seem to know my grief and they crowd around me to offer comfort. My house is so quiet... no Igor barking. No hyper-active Pinscher cavorting and harassing the languid Shih Tzu pack.
My babbies... dog and human alike... to be loved til the day I die.
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