Death Dreams

I had another dream where I died last night. It was like a movie and my character died in a car accident. What if it's a premonition? What if I die today? Am I ready to die? Can one even get ready to die? Don't you just... die? What kind of preparation must one make? Make peace with your god? Based on what tenet? Man's tenet? What if it's wrong? Wouldn't it piss off my "good" friends if I, the "evil" one, went to heaven and they went to hell? Hahaha! That would be funny.

Cukay will definitely take care of Kayla. So will David. So will Deena. I have no worries about her. She will be able to take care of herself. She will succeed on her own. Thankfully.

What about my dogs? Will they find good homes? Will they wait for me to care for them? Will they look for my love? Will they think I abandoned them? Will they know that their mommy passed away? Maybe I will become a ghost that will watch over them until they die.

Who will cry should I die today?