Some realizations hit hard.
Some realizations hit fatal.
I realized that the love of my life has left me. I search my mind for a reason that I can understand. I search my heart for an emotion that I can bear. I search my soul for a void that I can fill. I search but there is nothing.
I am dead.
I close my eyes so I can be sad. I close my eyes so I can be mad. I close my eyes so I can cry. But all the love we shared envelop me. The happiness that we shared lift me above the pain. I am cocooned in beautiful memories that will carry me through the rest of my life. I remember how his face lit up when his eyes find me in the crowd. I remember how radiantly he returned the tiniest of my smiles. I remember the twinkle in his eyes when he gazed into mine. I remember the laughter and the tears. I remember him. I know that he will love me forever as I him but it simply had to end.
Ooooh, I want to pray to God to give him back to me. I want to ask the gods to help me find the way to make him come back to me. I want to have him back in my arms. Back to me... please, please... back to me, I beg. But I won't.
The pain is so great that I must surrender.
I am dead.
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