Hindi na...

One week later, hindi na. March 15, 2021, hindi na ako mahal ni Bu. "We are done." His words.

My heart has been breaking every minute ever since. Every minute. My soul screams in despair.

I said I will stop crying about it on July 1, And I did. I stopped crying with my eyes.

I breathe. 

I live. 

I interact. 

But I want to stop. 

I wish I did not exist.

I want to stop. 

 

Bakit Mahal ni Bu si Teri? Sabi nya...

I am sweet.

I am smart.

I am funny.

I am fun.

I am crazy.

I am so diverse.

I am mean.

I am kind.

I am sexy.

I make his happy life happier.

I make his black and white world colorful.

I am like sunshine and he is lucky to get his share.