Restricted!

Definitely restricted!

All I can say is when I am in his embrace, the world's cares fade away to oblivion.  I cannot remember ever feeling as cocooned with anyone else in all the long, tumultous years of my life!  It's as if there cannot be any space between us.  It's as if we disintegrate then reintegrate as one at mitochondrial level while we are in "our" world.  Yes, our very own compact world. A secret place where space and time do not exist... until the silent alarm goes off and I need to send him home.

Precious love borrowed.

Precious love returned.

Until the next amazing moments when we must become one.

August 2012

Already?!?

Why, it's practically the end of the world!

And I say again, how time flies!!! Soon, it will be 2014.  The year I am looking forward to.  It's the year when Kayla graduates.  It's the year when I will be debt-free.  It's the year when I can reap what I sowed.  Oooh, thrilling!

I enjoy my life.  It's so full of ups and downs.  Hardship and challenges riddle it until I feel like I'm buffeted by F5 winds. Often, I am swamped with bills to pay that seem never-ending and make me short of cash and breath as I chant "help me, help me, help me" as if there is some force out there that can.

Maybe there IS a force out there that is helping me because God only knows how I get by.