After gym, I grabbed the beer that our friendly waiter, Noel, stuck in the freezer for me last night.
I sat at a table to enjoy it.
I felt kinda alone.
I looked around and realized I WAS alone.
It dawned on me that this can happen for the rest of my life.
I guess I will simply have to get used to it.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Maximum Pleasure, Maximum Love
There is a song that goes something like that except it is MINIMUM love. "Save your heart and let your body be enough, you'll get the maximum pleasure for the minimum love" by Mac Mcanally. I used to agree... until now. It truly is not enough to just let your body be enough, is it? I want it to be maximum of everything.
Maximum pleasure, maximum love. Anyone who is worth my time and attention is worth all that I can give.
My new man asked for maximum once upon a time and I told him I will always give him maximum because that's the way it should be. We must embrace tight. We must kiss deep. Always. Anything less is a waste of time. The joy that we share will end, for nothing lasts forever, but while we have it, there is no reason to scrimp. I celebrate every moment that we have together just as he does. My day is brighter when I get a simple SMS from him. My world explodes in colors when he draws me into his arms.
Oh, my ardent life. What a roller coaster ride it is!
Saturday, June 2, 2012
June 2012
Already?!?!
Why, it's practically the end of the world!
How time flies when one is alive whether you're having fun or just getting by. It's remarkable how deadlines that seemed so far ahead now looms so close. I am now in urgent mode. At least, as far as the office move is concerned. Otherwise, I am just chillin' and enjoying each day. I went through a short anguish-filled period when my world was so painful and grey but it's over now. The sun is shining gaily and brightly in the horizon against a bright blue, cloud-spattered sky. Ah, how nice it is to be alive!
Nowadays, even I notice the perky sway of my gait when I stride to the office. I notice how quick it is for me to stop being irritated even if I still get irritated in a snap. I like what I see. I like what I hear. I like what I smell. I like what I touch. I like what I taste. I like what I feel. Everything is fun (except when I pay the bills)!
Nowadays, I'm a live emoticon.
Why, it's practically the end of the world!
How time flies when one is alive whether you're having fun or just getting by. It's remarkable how deadlines that seemed so far ahead now looms so close. I am now in urgent mode. At least, as far as the office move is concerned. Otherwise, I am just chillin' and enjoying each day. I went through a short anguish-filled period when my world was so painful and grey but it's over now. The sun is shining gaily and brightly in the horizon against a bright blue, cloud-spattered sky. Ah, how nice it is to be alive!
Nowadays, even I notice the perky sway of my gait when I stride to the office. I notice how quick it is for me to stop being irritated even if I still get irritated in a snap. I like what I see. I like what I hear. I like what I smell. I like what I touch. I like what I taste. I like what I feel. Everything is fun (except when I pay the bills)!
Nowadays, I'm a live emoticon.
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