7 Char Tattoo

I got my tattoo today.

It was a bit painful.

Limbo

It feels so odd to be in limbo. What does that mean to me? It's being neither here nor there but fully committed.

On the one hand, I am absolutely sure I am infatuated with this one man while on the other, I am busy arranging my dates with other guys. I wonder why I wonder when it seems totally logical to me once written, don't you agree? Relationships should be cultivated like a garden or even allowed to run wild like a jungle.

Limitations need not exist at my age. Why bother? What do I have to lose?

Why is this part of my life always a mess?

My career is going to go wherever it will. My daughter will grow up as she is meant to be. They are steadily headed for an uncertain destiny. No problems there.

But what about my life? Clearly, it is headed for anybody's guess.

I can't even start.